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I'd like to say that you're my only fear
And when I dream it slowly disappears
And when I wake I'm right here by your side
To feel your heart beat in and out of time
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I'd like to say that you're my only fear
And when I dream it slowly disappears
And when I wake I'm right here by your side
To feel your heart beat in and out of time
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"I'd like to say that you're my only fear" <-- This statement is completely and totally true... I think haha. At least if you take it how I do :)
Generally it's considered bad to fear something, which in most other cases I would agree with haha. But this... this is something very special!! Since I've started dating you, you have slowly stolen my fears away, one by one. I don't know where you put them, (maybe locked up in a closet somewhere), but they are definitely gone. And you know what? I don't mind that one bit haha... because with each new fear you take, I become a stronger person. I'm not sure if you know how amazing that is :)
You have made me feel more confident, less stressed... I could even say unafraid if not for one obvious counter to that statement. That one of my last remaining real "fears" is losing you haha. Not its not an active fear... not like its something I'm waiting for, or even ever expect. I love you so much, and trust you, and you love me... Really I don't see anything but AMAZING things there haha!! But still, in the back of my mind somewhere, behind the section labeled "Miscellaneous Concerns" maybe haha... I remember that if I was to lose you, that maybe that closet full of fears would find its way back to me. I say maybe, because its possible that the fear I once had about life is long gone and dead somewhere... tied to a boulder at the bottom of Puget Sound maybe haha, but still how can you know?
The only real answer *I* have for myself, is that it's better not to know :) Why should I ever have anything to fear, when I can just stay with you haha? Now I'm not trying to add any pressure on you or anything haha, I'm just saying. You make me happy... and a better person. And it's soooo great :)
I just hope I get to wake up to you a lot more times haha!!
Love,
Perspective (AKA cute guy haha)
Generally it's considered bad to fear something, which in most other cases I would agree with haha. But this... this is something very special!! Since I've started dating you, you have slowly stolen my fears away, one by one. I don't know where you put them, (maybe locked up in a closet somewhere), but they are definitely gone. And you know what? I don't mind that one bit haha... because with each new fear you take, I become a stronger person. I'm not sure if you know how amazing that is :)
You have made me feel more confident, less stressed... I could even say unafraid if not for one obvious counter to that statement. That one of my last remaining real "fears" is losing you haha. Not its not an active fear... not like its something I'm waiting for, or even ever expect. I love you so much, and trust you, and you love me... Really I don't see anything but AMAZING things there haha!! But still, in the back of my mind somewhere, behind the section labeled "Miscellaneous Concerns" maybe haha... I remember that if I was to lose you, that maybe that closet full of fears would find its way back to me. I say maybe, because its possible that the fear I once had about life is long gone and dead somewhere... tied to a boulder at the bottom of Puget Sound maybe haha, but still how can you know?
The only real answer *I* have for myself, is that it's better not to know :) Why should I ever have anything to fear, when I can just stay with you haha? Now I'm not trying to add any pressure on you or anything haha, I'm just saying. You make me happy... and a better person. And it's soooo great :)
I just hope I get to wake up to you a lot more times haha!!
Love,
Perspective (AKA cute guy haha)
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