Chaos Reigns

And just then, I saw it all for what it was…

She looked unbelievably sexy with her hair down like that, singing along angrily with the radio. Just then, as clear as ever, you could see that fire she held inside her. That passion, wrought by a love of life and the pain of loss. She wasn’t just singing… she was putting soul behind those words to that hard-core break-up song. And though it thrilled me to see so much passion, it was a fire that had nothing to do with me. She was singing to him. And to earn a hate like that… he must’ve had to hurt her so bad.

That’s when I started to really think about it. How lucky I was to be in that car with her I mean, listening to her jam out to the stereo as she drove me home. Because it didn’t have to be me she picked. It needed to be someone, someone there to guide her back after all he did to her, but it didn’t need to be me. I was just first on the scene that really cared about her. Cared beyond just noticing her devilish good looks I mean ha ha :) I knew then, and I still know now that it will take time before she is mine, instead of just being not his. But I figure if she could be patient for me, the least I can do is return the favor right?

Because I think its worth the wait to see that fire aimed my way.

Until then, Chaos is free to roam another day. And run circles around my heart…

Peace loves,

Perspective